Quiet time

I've been kind of quiet on here lately. It's been a busy couple weeks, which even when I'm at my best is exhausting! I've always been a person who values quiet alone time. Now, that's not to say I don't enjoy doing things with other people-because I do! I just like to have little breaks here and there. Even as a kid I remember wanting quiet time in my room or with a book every now and then.

Now, as one who is "bereaved," it's even more exhausting. I do feel more like myself every day, but I still feel like I am putting on my happy face when I go out into the world. (And the world is defined as anything beyond my house.) This is not due to anything or anyone, it's just how it is for the time being.

Today I got a much looked-forward to break. I didn't get dressed beyond gym shorts, didn't do my hair, and spent most of my day on the couch with the pups (who, by the way, didn't mind that plan at all...see the picture below!) I did run to the store to get a few things, but then returned to my perch on the couch. I feel a bit refreshed and somewhat reenergized.

That is one of the lessons I've learned through the beginnings of this journey...to be kind to myself! Today I could have tried to catch up on things around the house, done some things to prepare for the upcoming school year, or just worked on my to do list. But I knew that I needed some time to recharge, and so that's what I gave myself. I don't always have the opportunity for a lazy day, so I'll have to take it when I can get it!